it has been an eventful day.
a real busy one as well.. so much when on for the course of the day, but i can still remember every slightest detail, even down to those intangable feelings. l ove my life so much now and i really wish that everything will stay as they are forever.( excluding the part where she gets jealous and starts doing funny stuff that i really cant stand)

of course i still love her. i know that she's angry ( though she doesn't really wanna admit) cos she cares for me. And the thing is, i do know that i put her in a really difficult position. on the other hand, i cant bring myself to come to terms with her expectation. i know those one on one sessions where we both go, "so, what do you want from me?" are useless cause we know want we want and we are too stubborn to give way. i have the ability to give in. but the thing is, i cant give up the friendship that i had built. it has nothing to do with love anymore. and i dun even have one bit of intentions to make it one. trust me. trust yourself that you are really the best that i could find. cause i believe so. trust that you are unreplaceable. cos you are. and trust that you are my one and only.
i dun understand why you were scared to ask that question. i thought you know the answer. though i hate you being sad.

enough of little sappy me.
back to the VIP today.

there are many today.
so many that i dun know where to start.. i shall start on a different entry...