yesterday was a depressing and lonely night. it has been so long since i spend the night alone. i finally moved back. mummy was really upset yesterday cause her baby girl hasn't been home for a while. she said she was hurt but it didn't need much to see that in her face. i was hurting too. i hurt because i dun know why i just can't stay at home to keep her happy. perhaps i have been feeling really left out. i have always felt that all mummy needed was my brother and sister. maybe i'm just selfish. got home after accompanying my sis to the doctor's and when i told mummy i bought a brush for the water bottle. she held my hand and said.. god girl.. mummy loves you. At that moment, i melted. she really want me back home... but i really miss darling.. imiss having to share a bed with her. i miss waking up looking at her sleep. imiss waking her up and many many more. still unsure how i'm going to handle everything but i gues things will be good after a while. let's see...
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