Depression is finally driving me to kill. don't really know what's wrong with me but i cant help but feel really upset.
Just sucks to think that i was there for you when you are broken and all but when i turn back now that i'm upset and unhappy, i don't see you around anymore.

Does life always have to play tricks on me?

Just cant stand the way i scarifice for the people i feel are important to me and i am left there having to pick up the pieces myself.
Yes, thanks for echoing that that's life and it's freaking unfair.

i dun get many things about you. Your jumbled thoughts drives me crazy to the extend that every word you speak holds doubts.
Random blabbeling hurts so much i'm beginning to feel so numb. i feel so dumb and stupid but i know i cant stop caring.